Trying to lose weight makes me crazy. I wish I could say I just mean that figuratively. I don't.

I've been trying to lose weight for ages. I've been working really hard since March. Unfortunately, I haven't lost much more than my mind. It's like I'm on a roller coaster ride...

Sometimes I'm upbeat, excited and positive about the whole thing. A great "I can do this" attitude.

Other times, I feel like I can't do anything. I work out and I feel like I'm going to die. I look at myself in the mirror and feel like it's hopeless. It seems to come so easily for other people and not for me. Well meaning people have all sorts of suggestions that just don't work- for me, anyway.

I wish I just didn't care. *Sigh*